So I feel like I've been a bit irresponsible as of late, let me just address some of the questions and things.
I seem to have a problem where I get lost inside my own head, and because of where my life's at right now it tends to happen a lot. It makes me lose perspective on things and then I try to pretend I'm someone I'm not.
A couple days after I made the post saying I was going to drop the game, I just got that uncontrollable urge to work on it again, and when I get that I just can't do anything else. Funny how these things work out. So yeah, I've been working on it again for the past little while and I've been making a lot of progress. I think the time I took to work on art really helped me subconsciously solve a lot of the problems I was having with the design.
I also spent some time hanging around conceptart.org and some other art forums, but for some reason it just doesn't click with me. Tigsource and the indie game community just feels like my home. I also can't seem to work as hard on art as I can on games, and to be a professional artist that just won't cut it. Dealing with cunty art directors on a daily basis with freelance work is also kind of soul-draining.
I think from now on I'm just going to chill the fuck out and accept that I like to work on different things sometimes. But games will be my home.
So basically, thanks for following the thread and sticking it out with me guys. It's awesome to have friends pushing me forward and picking me up when I fall down.
For the moment I'm not going to return to the daily updates because I think that wasn't working too well. But I'm thinking weekly updates. I still need to sort some things out before I can come back, but expect something pretty big.
What is dead may never die.