Wow, thanks for writing! This inspires me to write a bit

So, unfortunately I don't really have any gameplay progress to show now. After the deadline of SGA I went into a slight depression and have been working very slowly. It's like all the negative feelings from my huge huge crunch finally catched up with me.
I did win in Swedish Game Awards though! Runners Grinders was awarded as "Best Serious Game"! The price ceremony was pure happiness for me, I got a lot of compliments for my work and a lot of contacts.
After the competition I had so much updates to write and so many people to contact, but it took the last of me. I was completely unable to do any work, took me one full day to complete an e-mail. :/
Now I've finally managed to gain control, and I'm starting to feel happy again. It's looking a bit dark for the game though. I'm running out of cash and have to find another occupation over the next month. If I can't find financing for my game that is. I'm currently looking for a publisher or financier. If I get financing I could finally compose a team again. I have constantly been looking out for new teammates, but I have been unable to find some guys that could dedicate enough time. The fact that I've gotten this far on my own seems to scare off people too :/ But I have some guys on the hook, and I know that if I had financing they would ditch their current occupation.
That's my story, as honest as it could be.