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[Manuel Magalhães]

He isn't a stalker, he just has a very weird way to show you how much he loves you.

[TurboRectum]

You keep calling me a dumb kid and what not, saying that I keep trolling you. Its not like I have anything to lose. And I have no clue how anything I do even qualifies close to trolling. Also, I'm not trying to be cool in any way. If I wanted to be "cool" I would just post pwitty pixel art and never say anything else... Or be Paul eres.

I would be more than happy if you could just stop banning me. I remember I used to come here when I was a little kid. I first heard about this place after I discovered spelunky on the game maker forums. I loved that game. I then learned about Adam atomic and Edmund McMillen. I found out about pixelart. I discovered the world of internet music. I had always been interested in games. So hearing that all of this was here, I couldnt wait to get registered. As a kid who's parents had not yet realized that religion and faith are two different things. I was taught pretty much the same "gays go to hell" thing. So somebody goes online, and starts bragging about how she/he lost his.her boyfriend. I felt sad for this person, thinking it was a girl. From what the poster said, his/her boyfriend was a total jerk. Of course then I realized he was a guy and totally freaked out. I did not KNOW that stating my opinion would get 90% of the forums angry at me. So,being that stupid 14something year old, I said something that  sounded good to me, but was even more offensive. I believe it was "get a girlfriend, its cooler that way."... Yes, I cant even remember WHY I said that. So everybody starts yelling at me even more, and in comes dragonmaw, saying that I'm a buffoon who needs to be banned for 7 days. After the 7 days of complete boredom(I did not know memebase or anything at that time) I came back and wanted to understand why you reacted the way you did. At the time, I did not know that shoving your opinion into someones face will make them realize your utter superiority(this is a pun, haters) Its obvious to say, I got banned. After a while I came back. I thought I could try to stay away from all this provocative bullshit. Dragonmaw said I will get banned if talk about homosexuality or religion, so I didn't. I forgot exactly why, but I got banned again in the thread about north Korea. Something about the US being a more corrupt country than north Korea... I still hold that opinion. I wont even try to explain why. Nobody on the planet would give a fuck and it certainly wouldn't solve anything. It's really funny now that I think about it. sad in a sense. sometimes I feel this world is a waste of time. Its mostly just slight depression. usually slight depression from my parrents arguing over shit like money. Sometimes its because I might flunk school, and even though I wish I didn't have to go to school, everybody says its important or something. Like I would need it and what not. Well fuck do they know!? Does a fucking piece of paper mean anything!? Then there's programming class and... Fuck! just.... argh! I have to do something useful with my life... Look, if it pains you so much to have me here, then I am sorry. As a result of certain "things" in my childhood, there's one thing I never learned. I can not be someone else who is not me. I have considered making new accounts and starting fresh in the past, but I could never get over everyone acting so... I don't exactly know how to describe it... unfamiliar to me. There is only one antymattar. In your language his name is Varis Bachelor. He lives in a post communist country. His lifes dream was to make video games. But then he realized that the world had a lot of shit going on. He understands that this shit will not be cleaned up unless someone does it... and it certainly seems like nobody wants to. So I will. Starting today, I will do what I can. I'm sorry for offending you or wasting your time. If I ever do come around to making a good game, I will post it somewhere. Until then, I wont bother you again. I don't need to. I'm very sorry. I just needed to say that to someone.

You're right... I am just a dumb kid who will never learn anything. I keep retyping what I just said, thinking it might be offensive or something. The goal of my writings are not clear. I was crying through most of it. And I don't want you to fucking feel sorry for me! I want you to forget I ever existed, get of the fucking screen, and go do something important. I am sick of it. Sick of everything. Sometimes I wish life was that simple. Just go kill the bad guy. Just go slay the dragon. Well its not. Its a bit harder. But I don't want you to accept it the way it is. This is goodbye. I will not keep making accounts any more. Good bye. You did make me realize something. Im off to slay my dragon, fix my life. Consider me dead. Antymattar is dead. Thank you. I love you guys very much. It was fun. and it was a hell of a ride. But this is where I get off.

-Antymattar

[J. R. Hill]

All hail our new overlord, Varis Bachelor.

[Capntastic]

You keep calling me a dumb kid and what not, saying that I keep trolling you. Its not like I have anything to lose. And I have no clue how anything I do even qualifies close to trolling. Also, I'm not trying to be cool in any way. If I wanted to be "cool" I would just post pwitty pixel art and never say anything else... Or be Paul eres.

I would be more than happy if you could just stop banning me. I remember I used to come here when I was a little kid. I first heard about this place after I discovered spelunky on the game maker forums. I loved that game. I then learned about Adam atomic and Edmund McMillen. I found out about pixelart. I discovered the world of internet music. I had always been interested in games. So hearing that all of this was here, I couldnt wait to get registered. As a kid who's parents had not yet realized that religion and faith are two different things. I was taught pretty much the same "gays go to hell" thing. So somebody goes online, and starts bragging about how she/he lost his.her boyfriend. I felt sad for this person, thinking it was a girl. From what the poster said, his/her boyfriend was a total jerk. Of course then I realized he was a guy and totally freaked out. I did not KNOW that stating my opinion would get 90% of the forums angry at me. So,being that stupid 14something year old, I said something that  sounded good to me, but was even more offensive. I believe it was "get a girlfriend, its cooler that way."... Yes, I cant even remember WHY I said that. So everybody starts yelling at me even more, and in comes dragonmaw, saying that I'm a buffoon who needs to be banned for 7 days. After the 7 days of complete boredom(I did not know memebase or anything at that time) I came back and wanted to understand why you reacted the way you did. At the time, I did not know that shoving your opinion into someones face will make them realize your utter superiority(this is a pun, haters) Its obvious to say, I got banned. After a while I came back. I thought I could try to stay away from all this provocative bullshit. Dragonmaw said I will get banned if talk about homosexuality or religion, so I didn't. I forgot exactly why, but I got banned again in the thread about north Korea. Something about the US being a more corrupt country than north Korea... I still hold that opinion. I wont even try to explain why. Nobody on the planet would give a fuck and it certainly wouldn't solve anything. It's really funny now that I think about it. sad in a sense. sometimes I feel this world is a waste of time. Its mostly just slight depression. usually slight depression from my parrents arguing over shit like money. Sometimes its because I might flunk school, and even though I wish I didn't have to go to school, everybody says its important or something. Like I would need it and what not. Well fuck do they know!? Does a fucking piece of paper mean anything!? Then there's programming class and... Fuck! just.... argh! I have to do something useful with my life... Look, if it pains you so much to have me here, then I am sorry. As a result of certain "things" in my childhood, there's one thing I never learned. I can not be someone else who is not me. I have considered making new accounts and starting fresh in the past, but I could never get over everyone acting so... I don't exactly know how to describe it... unfamiliar to me. There is only one antymattar. In your language his name is Varis Bachelor. He lives in a post communist country. His lifes dream was to make video games. But then he realized that the world had a lot of shit going on. He understands that this shit will not be cleaned up unless someone does it... and it certainly seems like nobody wants to. So I will. Starting today, I will do what I can. I'm sorry for offending you or wasting your time. If I ever do come around to making a good game, I will post it somewhere. Until then, I wont bother you again. I don't need to. I'm very sorry. I just needed to say that to someone.

You're right... I am just a dumb kid who will never learn anything. I keep retyping what I just said, thinking it might be offensive or something. The goal of my writings are not clear. I was crying through most of it. And I don't want you to fucking feel sorry for me! I want you to forget I ever existed, get of the fucking screen, and go do something important. I am sick of it. Sick of everything. Sometimes I wish life was that simple. Just go kill the bad guy. Just go slay the dragon. Well its not. Its a bit harder. But I don't want you to accept it the way it is. This is goodbye. I will not keep making accounts any more. Good bye. You did make me realize something. Im off to slay my dragon, fix my life. Consider me dead. Antymattar is dead. Thank you. I love you guys very much. It was fun. and it was a hell of a ride. But this is where I get off.

-Antymattar

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eo8vW_0H_Kg

[thatshelby]

bye

[Dragonmaw]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_detailpage&v=7g5THKsYBpI

[Capntastic]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MZ3tlkAAjFw

[Ashkin]

I love you guys very much.

gay

[Blademasterbobo]

ban ashkin

[Paul Eres]

what did i do to be cool, i don't understand. and you're saying my game's pixel art isn't pretty?

anyway anty what i suggest is just learn from your mistake and start posting on other forums besides this one; once you've made a bad 'first impression' it's hard to overcome it, even if it was an honest mistake. there are other forums about making games, hundreds of them even, there's no reason to keep coming back to a place where the mods don't like you and keep banning you whenever you return when there's so many other great forums out there. just take this to be a lesson in the fundamentally irrational, witch-burning, and mob-rule nature of human communities and apply that lesson to future social interactions

[BlueSweatshirt]

How about the fact that he came back and was still whining like a kiddy about dragonmaw(aka MURFF) and how shitty his life is. Nothing's changed, in fact I'd argue, aside from homophobia of course, that he's been acting even worse and more childish.

Fuck that witchhunt bs, no one here is even seriously condemning him, and it's not like we don't know these manbaby accounts are all his.

Fact is that he's built up a persecution complex around himself now, and even at the slightest adversity he's wigging out. He thinks we're all out to get him. Are we really? Are we? It's one thing to say "your argument is shit and here's why", and another to say "you are shit". And aside from reciprocated vitriol, I don't think I've seen any of the latter.

[Paul Eres]

It's one thing to say "your argument is shit and here's why", and another to say "you are shit". And aside from reciprocated vitriol, I don't think I've seen any of the latter.

this is kind of an insane thing to say; this entire thread consists almost entirely of the latter

[BlueSweatshirt]

I went and skimmed over the thread again to check myself and... Iunno, same impression. Most of the hate towards him was from reciprocation, and most that didn't seem that bad.

 

[Dragonmaw]

Paul

I would also like to point out that he was given multiple chances. You can't say it's a bad first impression because the first impression was that of an average kid, and he was given several more opportunities to not fuck things up. It's more like... making friends with somebody, and then finding out they are an unapologetic racist.

Antymattar is permabanned. End of story. I'll consider reviewing his case in February of 2013. Let's just drop this shit and move on with our lives.

Thread locked.