So I am in the process of writing my first album. Self composed, produced ect.. All vst programs. I am attempting to take a new approach to music in that I'm trying to meld free verse poetry with thematic musical elements. This song is about my recent diagnoses of Panic disorder and the experiences while dealing with it. I would love some feedback. This will be the first track and sort of a benchmark of more to come.
https://soundcloud.com/jacob-kauble/terror-and-serenityLyrics:
"Black like the night, it haunts me
This terror swelled up like a hurricane
No bearings or center, they are scattered from east to west
Oh God, Oh God
My father, My father
Sweat has blanketed my forehead
This wardrum is beating beneath my chest
My father, is this everlasting?
I can find no rest
Reality has shifted into obscurity
Nothing real has reality now
This Dichotomy is perplexing
A thick fog takes over my senses
With every glance I am thrown into terror
Is this real or is this a dream?
Deep bellow the terror resides
Some wound undiscovered
Shackled by some distant memory
Somewhere between terror and serenity
So deep that I can't reach to mend it
So painful, I can't begin to approach it
My king, My king, He who is everlasting
Heal the wounds that bind these hands
My king, My King, He who wields the sky
I am on my face in total destruction"