What does a "portfolio" mean in the context of your job?
Also, sorry man. It sounds like you probably made the right decision, although it's usually not a great idea to value things in terms of how much time you put into them (i.e. it's a sunk cost). In this case, though, it sounds like the portfolio will be helpful to you in the future.
Was there no chance of releasing something and working your job? Maybe work part time until the game is done? Or continue the portfolio somewhere else later on? Or not sleep?
The portfolio is a requirement to become a lab scientist, to complete it you must do about 30 essays in various scientific areas, be competent in running almost every piece of lab equipment and stuff like that. Its going to take about 6 months of working 2-3 days a week to finish it.
Its a decent undertaking but very worth it because when I eventually do go full time game developer its a great safety net if things don't work out because, it's a job that pays well and there are lots of vacancies coming up constantly. It pays well enough that I could live on part-time salary and still develop games in my time off.
I kind of knew it was the right decision judging by how hard it was to make it :/
I'm already part-time at my day job as a lab assistant. The other part of my week is spent doing the portfolio. Sleep is necessary for my obsolete human body.
I could probably rush a game out that achieved what I aimed for it to do but it'd be such a rush and wouldn't be what I wanted. I will wait for my time to come. Patience is a trait that I have in excess.