Anyone else like this?
I have a vast and deep understanding of alot of things that go into making games, I have played countless different types of games from different types of genres, I can look at at others work and tell them what they are doing wrong, and how they can improve, but I can't seem to make anything for myself.
I wanna be a better musician, pixel artiest, programmer, 3d Modeler and etc. I get real excited to start, but when I actually do something I fear that it isn't good enough/ not what I really wanted, or I get frustrated during the process because my progress isn't where it should be. So I end up with a bunch of half finished things that are probably Ok, but I can't bring myself to actually display them. I dunno, I am I too much of a perfectionist? Am I worried that I will be laughed off the internet? I dunno, how do you over come stuff like this? When are you no longer a beginner, but someone who is somewhat proficient?
Maybe you are overestimating your real capacities.
You know how to do several game related things, but when you reach the real difficulties, you quit, thinking that it is because of lack of will, but the real reason is that subconciously you know it will be harder than you think.
Be humble , and keep working on it like a man.
The hard, boring work is the real thing.