First the good news. I am not dead and the game is not dead.
However! I have made next to no progress for the last 5 months. I had initially set myself the deadline of finishing this 'simple' game before the new year and even have a couple of other ideas lined up to start work on.
The last 3 months of 2016 I was on paternity leave and I was not ready for the social isolation that came with it. That and the very very short daylight on the arctic circle really did a number on me. After about a month I became quite lethargic and when I broke a piece of the tracing logic I just left it broken and didn't return to it.
I also think that I might have burned out a bit, since every single free evening went to this thing in 2016. I do not have much free time and after a full work day, cooking, cleaning up, putting kids to bed and then usually some laundry I would get 2 tired hours, which usually got spent rewriting something instead of creating content. Most nights at the end of last year were spent just browsing the web with Unity and VS open.
Don't get me wrong I enjoyed working on this, but as the lethargy set in I also started to wonder if this was even a viable game concept.
As any programmer knows losing yourself in coding is impossible when you have a strict time box of 1 - 2 hours to work. When the baby was napping there was never a guarantee of getting even 40 minutes of work
I am now doing much better. I allow myself to just watch dumb tv and play great games now and am ready to start this again. I still plan to finish this. It might get scaled down a bit since I have been dreaming up other projects which demand attention.
P.s. I originally wrote this piece is January and intended to post it soon after on the 1 year anniversary of the project. I however have been super busy moving houses and changing my job so I can add those excuses too.
Since writing this originally Dropbox policies changed and broke all my image links which is a bummer. Does anyone know of a good alternative? I have unlimited storage on Amazon Drive (but I don't see the option of image hosting, just storage) and might look into using S3 but it seems overkill for this, but I guess I could use it for other things down the line.
P.p.s. Who knew admitting to a mental issue would be so damn hard!