People are making jokes in this thread because OP is taking the forums and himself too seriously.
Sure, I understand that. But it's a common problem that many people struggle with. Once you feel like people dislike you it's difficult not to take things seriously. That people react by making fun of it certainly doesn't help either, so that's one of those forum culture things I'd really like to get rid of.
Hey man I totally agree. On my end, I was trying to be playful and joke around to show him how unimportant all of this is, but I can understand how it could have made it worse. I guess "I'm really sorry" (I'm just joking, again)