God f****** dammit i am an freaking idiot.
You may wonder why i just started swearing on my self.
Well let me explain what happened.
A couple of days ago i made the mistake of starting to hype people of my realease of an
Silent HIll DEMAKE.
After that i changed the plans and i spended 4 Entire days of writing script for a number
of games
Those where:
*Silent Hill Demake
*My Silent Hill own game
*We are Legendary (A smash bros like game)
Than i made a poll on how to name the game and i thought that everything was gona go my
way.That i will just start learning to code (Flash,C,C++ and whatever).
But when i saw the books i had to read i was like DAMMMMMMMMM, 100 pages jsut to learn the
basics.
I quickly recovered from my phychologycal shock and i started thinking about it.I read the
first 10 pages then i closed the book and realiased the mistakes i made.
1:I tried to develop the game and learn to code IN THE MIDDLE OF MY FREAKING EXAMS.
2:I underestimated the power of waht i would face on how to program and code the game.
I found my self overwealmed (is that how you call it) by the amount of info i needed to
read
3:You know that the project is gona fail when an totally unexpirianced 15 year old guy
that has not a glimpse of what he is going takes on the role of making a game ALONE NON OF
A LESS
4:Hyping people before you even realise what the everlasting flying fuck you are doing is
never a good idea.
Too summon it up i didn't think of the difficulties and now i have a project that i
possibly wont manage to finish in the next year or two.
I am sry guys for totally letting you down and even more sry for telling you that i will
finish a game soonly because i LIED.
Now i consider that you actually forgived me(you probaply didnt)and expaine more things.
First of all i am currently inactive and until i am done with the exams
i will not try too learn how to code,program or any of those things.I will create artwork
ideas,maps,basis for games and more things.Until i am finished with those i will probaply
not update(I need to be sure of what i will do)
After that...ehh...well...K i havent decided what i will do next.I will probaply try to
learn coding and things but i am not sure of what i will do.
Over all i did all the wrong moves without thinking and now its too late too fix this
proplem.
But be happy,i havent given up on creating games.
Every newcomer will have problems on what to do and so do i.
I ignored all the warnings that my brother gave me and here
i am apologizing to the people i wasted their times.
Thats all i have to say at the moment.
I will start with simple games before going to more complex things.