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Hi All!
I'm proudly announcing that story for
RTG is finally written and distributed in all terminals throughout all levels. Big stone fell from my heart. It's a big milestone for me as the rest of tasks are not so repetitive and are less tedious. I'm proudly moving TIG progress bar to
60% and following is attached devlog in regular format (with a bit of story).
And I want to thank you all, who followed this devlog so far, even if with one eye and even after my posts became less frequent. Thank you!
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-= Devlog #32 =-
( RTG is in version 0.6 )
'100% of story done' - ohhhh yeah, finally!
Mail: July 6th 2068, 19:49UTC
From: John Cole; To: Robert Cole [draft]
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Hi Rob,
geez, you don't need to remind me what happened! Not even here! Ahh, for god's sake, you don't know how it is. You don't know how it is to kill innocents! Almost kids! I will never be able to forgive myself. And it was in this rare instance when I was doing everything according to textbooks! To hell with textbooks and guidelines! The boy.. he looked at me after I shot him. Oh that look in his eyes.. just fraction of second and I knew what I have done. I knew it and horror filled me. I tried to save them but I knew that I was just trying desperately to save my soul, there was no chance for them. It was large caliber and my shots were precise.
It suits me here. No civilians, no innocents. Here are just bad guys, other mercs or people voluntarily risking their lives for money, adventure or both. I feel safer here. Safer from myself. Maybe, some day it will change, I don't know. But not now, not in near future.
And sorry for my rant. Yes, it's eating me. Send my greetings to mom and tell her that she shouldn't be worried about me. I'm 40, this job suits me, and I can assure you, I'm not much on dangerous tasks now. I can't say precisely what I'm doing currently, but I'm not involved in fightings for some time already and it will stay like that for at least few months. When current assignation will be over, I will be able to take some days off and I'll visit you, right?
J.